Jan-April is sort of a black hole of depression in my mind where I remember very few things. I did meet one of my favorite people in MN/world in March-ish(?). Shout out to D-Cat Davis.
In May the sound of jazz pulled me from said black hole and it was glorious.
In June I moved into a house with a bunch of people I didn't know, some of them have since moved out and been replaced by others, but I truly love it here and the people I live with.
July-Spetember is all kind of bland in my brain for some reason. Something neat might have happened, but not neat enough to remember.
In October I got kicked out of a country, met another favorite human who now plays drums in Ancient Mariner, and felt very displaced during a brief visit to CO.
In November the morning didn't roar. I awoke to the sound of nothing.
In December I found out I have been calling one of my regular customers the wrong name since I returned from my month hiatus in October. New Years resolution: figure out how to remember people's names.
Here's one of my favorite songs I heard all year:
My favorite non-Tolkien book I read was East Of Eden. It blew my gourd. Thou mayest.
I read the Silmarillion for the first time, not as daunting as I expected, way more beautiful than I thought it would be.
I asked out a total of 2 ladies. Both said yes. I went on zero dates.
I wrote lots of songs, and threw away most of them. Of the ones I kept, most will be part of a full length album I hope to have written by March.
That's my year. Here's to the next one I guess? Tomorrow is just another day.
Gabriel
Dear Gabriel,
ReplyDeleteI read some of your posts regarding your frustrations with the Christian life and I know this won't help right now and I know you probably hate it when someone tries to make you "feel better" (which I suppose I am trying to do - I care about you). But this is why, among everyone I have ever known, knowing you makes me "resonate" for I too, struggle with these things. I will close with this: it is all of grace and you are being molded into a thing of beauty by God's loving heart and skillful hands (I see this beauty, real, genuine beauty in you). God will bring you out into a broad place in His time and His way and I pray He will guide your steps in the meantime. Hang in there. We (I and those who know you) do love you and wish the best for you. Mark